Monday, March 26, 2012

17/3/2012
       So it has been 2 weeks since I have taught a class.  Second term is
“sport” term here.  Sport is a 2 day competition between the school
houses.  There are four houses (think Harry Potter and how they are
sorted into houses) that compete against each other in track and field
events.  You may be thinking if it is only a two day competition then
why is there no school for about 2 weeks??  Well the answer is simple.
 The children have to spend 2 weeks making the track, building a fence
around the track, and then building little pavilions inside the track
for each of the houses.  So all this work adds up and leads to very
little effective schooling for the two weeks prior to sport.  Also,
sport is mandatory since in addition to being graded based on their
cognitive aspect (i.e. test scores) they are also graded on
psycho-motor (athletics) and affective (attitude).  Anyways, while I
do think that sport is a fun activity with plenty of its own merits, I
do not fully support the sport setup, i.e. the whole missing school
for 2 weeks even though all the kids are struggling their way through
all their classes.
       Overall though, I must admit I did have fun at sport the past two
days.  It is nice to see everyone so excited about something and
working together towards one common goal.  Also, I do enjoy cheering
on the kids as they participate in the track and field events.  Oh and
some of the events here are pretty funny.  I can’t wait to put up
pictures but the events include: musical chairs, egg on a spoon race,
sack race, filling a basket with mangoes race, etc.  Haha I just love
that they include these events among all the other track and field
events and take them just as seriously as any of the normal running or
jumping events.  This year White House won in a major upset that left
many participants displeased.  White and Red were neck and neck the
whole competition but white pulled through with the victory.  However,
Red won the all-house relay worth the most points so they had prepared
themselves for the victory and lined up for the awards ceremony
expecting nothing less than first place.  Well as the announcer called
out “Second place goes to Red House” many of the red house
participants become quite disgruntled and after the initial shock wore
off the whole house (under the direction of the House Master - aka
teacher in charge of the students) stormed off without even watching
the presentation of the first place trophy.  Haha so much for good
sportsmanship and remembering that sport is for the kids and just for
fun.  Oh well everything else went off smoothly (aside from starting
at least 2 hours late both days) and I thoroughly enjoyed sport at my
school.  Oh and I forgot to mention I was on the Sport Committee so I
helped organize it (kinda, I really just did whatever they told me to
do since it was my first sport and I wasn’t actually super supportive
of the whole 2 weeks preparation process.  But I let them store all
the food and money in my house so no one would steal it so I guess
that’s a decent contribution on my part.)
       Okay moving on.. Well on a completely different note, I have found
through my time here that I am much more passionate about human rights
than I had ever realized before.  I guess I just had to go someplace
where many people are living without some rights that I feel are basic
and belong to everyone to really get charged up and interested in
them.  This applies mostly to women and children’s rights as they are
often marginalized here, doing a good portion of the labor yet being
without money or food quite frequently.  I especially feel for the
children since I look back at my own childhood and see now how good I
had it.  We are so spoiled in America.  Children here learn to work at
the ripe old age of 3 and continue until they leave the house
(although this also applies much more to the girl children than the
boys).  And I’m not talking about little chores like sweep once a week
and you’ll get $5 for your allowance.  No this is cooking, cleaning,
childcare, washing clothes by hand, etc. all without receiving a cent.
 Also, it is much more a tough- love mentality here.  Children aren’t
coddled or held or hugged too much and I cant help but feel that all
they need is a little love to really perk up their lives.  But I
suppose love is shown to them in a different way because I do believe
that the parents genuinely love their children they just don’t show it
in the way we are accustomed to.  Anyways I find myself getting heated
about issues I never used to consider at all and makes me want to work
towards making real change.
       Okay moving on again.. My life is pretty much the same old routine.
School and just hanging out with Keba and all the kids. Mohamed is
still here in Fadugu with me so obviously things are still going on
between us and are good.  He just got hired at the other secondary
school in town and will be teaching there starting tomorrow so that is
exciting.  In about two weeks we will be getting ready for final exams
for this term and then we have a short break between terms.  I hope to
do some travelling at this time in addition to attending a workshop on
life skills training and teenage pregnancy. So all in all things are
going well.  I hope all of you are also well.  Keep on sending the
emails, I really do love reading about your lives even if I don’t
always have the time (or a fast enough internet connection) to reply.
Also, for those of you sending letters and things I absolutely love
that!! It is like Christmas/ my birthday every time I get a mail drop
and see a letter or package from my family/ friends.
       Okay well I love and miss you all!!

Also some of you have requested my address again so here it is:
Sara Metzler
C/O Peace Corps P.O. 905
Freetown, Sierra Leone

25/3/2012

       So the internet wasn’t working last week so I couldn’t post the blog
so I decided I would just add a bit to it.  Sorry this will now be a
super long post.  Anyways I can update the last post to “its been
approximately 3 weeks since there has been any effective schooling at
my school.”  Its not just my school though this seems to be pretty
common among most of the volunteers I talk to here so apparently March
just isn’t a great time to be teaching.. I guess.  More kids (and
teachers) should show up next week though considering finals for the
term start on Monday.  Despite the low number of students and school
closing every day after 2 hours I tried to do some review exercises
with my students so we’ll see if that actually helped anyone (probably
not considering most students weren’t paying attention since I was the
only teacher crazy enough to actually try and teach.)
       Lets see, there isn’t much else new to discuss.  Next week for my
birthday I am planning on going to Makeni to with some other
volunteers to swim at a hotel’s pool and then go eat at a restaurant
that serves Western food.  So I am excited. It should be a fun time.
Otherwise, its just finals for two weeks and then we get a 2 week
break before the start of the next term.  Okay I really don’t have
anything else at this point so keep on enjoying America and don’t
forget about me, I’ll be back in a year or so! ha

Monday, March 5, 2012










March 5, 2012

So its been a few weeks now so I figured it was about time for me to
update the blog.  Things are pretty much just chugging along same as
usual for me.  Just teaching and hanging out.  The past two weeks have
been a bit rough though.  Not too bad its just that all the little
things have been adding up to make me a bit frustrated with life here.
 I mean I've gotten used to the whole no electricity or running water
thing but some of the cultural differences can be a bit aggravating to
say the least.  Our lives in America are just so different from their
lives here and while I understand that different things are priorities
here when just feeding your family is hard to do sometimes, it is
still difficult to see children pulled out of school to work, or
people just accepting that corruption is a way of life here.  I guess
that's what always having food on the table and money in the bank does
but I still cant help thinking that it doesn't have to be that way.
And that's not to say people here don't want things to change but as I
said it is more difficult when simply surviving isn't a given.
So as I said I had been feeling a little down and a bit homesick for
America but after a nice weekend at the beach two weekends ago and a
fun night out with some friends this last week things are looking a
little better.  Plus I think all my physical ailments are finally
healing up (knock on wood) so hopefully I am well on my way to being
healthy and happy in Africa.  Which Mohamed told me is not too much to
ask for. (haha I told him I just wanted to be happy and healthy in
Africa, is that too much to ask for? And he took my question quite
literally and replied "no sara that isn't too much to ask for. In fact
you could ask for more."  Haha sometimes I love how literally he takes
everything me and fellow volunteers say)
       Two weekends ago I finally made it to a beach outside of Freetown.  A
small group of volunteers went to Bureh beach.  It was absolutely
gorgeous.  Nice white sand and a beautiful blue ocean that was perfect
for swimming.  Also, the best part was we were the only ones there.
We had the whole magnificent beach to ourselves!  Mohamed ended up
meeting some friends of his from his community in Freetown so we
stayed in a nice room by ourselves very near to the beach and very
near to where the other volunteers were.  And not only did we save a
little money but we got to sleep in a bed rather than in a tent on the
sand.  Overall, it was a nice mini vacation full of sunbathing,
swimming, and chatting with fellow volunteers.  The only problem was
after travel time and everything it was a bit too short for my taste.
       It has started getting super hot again.  And apparently it only gets
hotter as we move towards the end of March and enter into April.
Considering I am already in a full sweat just by moving from laying on
my bed to sitting on my back stoop I don't know if I can handle the
weather getting any hotter. (Good thing I just got the cold-weather
clothes my mom sent for me this past week.)  Yup so its getting hot
and all the water is drying up.. I'm not sure what exactly happens but
I hear getting water becomes even more of a chore than it already is.
Also, it is definitely too hot during the day for my poor little dog
Keba as I found out when I tried taking him for a walk yesterday.  We
got almost halfway when he just turned around looked at me and started
crying.  He must think I am absolutely crazy or super mean for
torturing him in that way.  But don't worry we found some shade to sit
in and some water for him to drink so we could make it home without
anyone passing out.
       We just finished with midterms in school.  While I absolutely love
some students and I can tell they actually study and try in math, a
lot of my students still seem to be in a mindset that math is just an
impossible subject that they might as well not even attempt.
Sometimes it is incredibly frustrating to stand up in front of the
class and ask a question I literally have just said the answer to and
only receive blank stares.  Its as if what I say really does go in one
ear and out the other.  But then there are other times when the kids
are just so cute or try so hard that I absolutely love them and love
teaching.  I really do like working with children and really do want
to see some of my students do really well on their external exams but
sometimes it is really hard.  While I am now able to see that teaching
is a rewarding career I also have to say I have earned new respect for
my former teachers.  This job isn't easy to say the least.

My life at 22.
~ I go sleep by 9 at the absolute latest pretty much every school
night (and most weekend nights too).
~ I wake up at the latest around 7 every day. And yes that does
include weekends.
~ My best friend is an 8 year old boy. He does everything with me.
~ Its been a good week when I have washed my hair twice and maybe even
shaved my whole legs once if I'm lucky.
~ I eat rice literally every day.
~ This past weekend I had water that was almost so cold ice could have
been in it.  I almost couldn't drink it because it felt so cold.  My
normal drink of choice is nice lukewarm water from my filter.
~ I also slept on a bed with bedsprings for the first time in 9
months.  It felt incredible.  My normal mattress is foam and has a
clear indentation of my body.
~ I make approximately $250 a month doing a full time job.
~ I'm a local celebrity.  Everyone in town knows my name and all the
kids scream it whenever I pass.  Also, at any event in town I will be
given a seat at the high table with all the other VIPs.